How did I end up here again?! Why do I have to keep asking that of myself year after year? Ugh…I have to reinvent myself again and it sucks. I wonder now at 55 years old maybe I have no idea what I am doing.  I obviously am terrible at relationships, I have no clear focus regarding a career because I have had a variety of jobs that have made me realize only that I know longer want to do whatever it was I started off doing  And in the course of one month, my baby girl went back to college, my best friend and business partner married and left town, my 84 year old mother had shoulder surgery, another best girlfriend started undergoing chemo for breast cancer and my 10 year relationship with the man I thought I would eventually marry, ended.  I hate to admit it but I’m reeling a bit. And I don’t feel so practical.

Wow! I’m blogging.  Still not 100% sure what that means but I’m doing it.  I miss writing but I don’t miss writing for others about stuff I could care less about, so I decided I would write about what I want to write about.  For now, that seems to be the crazy thoughts that swirl through my head and keep me up at night.

Why is it so hard to eat healthy, why can’t I have everything I want and why do people care about people on reality shows.  Why do people act like politics are like football games? Why are men so necessary yet so painful to be around sometimes?  I don’t know the answer to any of these questions but I’m willing to dig deep and give you my take on it all.  You see I really am a practical girl and I’m constantly trying to figure these things out in a practical way.  In fact, I believe if more people were more practical, what a wonderful world it would be!

So, I’m going to try and have some self-discipline and blog at least twice a week.  Thanks for joining me on this adventure…………